Liny 오소영

Aye

2011-05-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

What is that i can do if i want to tear when i see?
I must pray to God that do not let me do it !

You did not reject at first because you are too kind and felt that you enjoyed too,

Now i comfort that you reject because you are being too kind again ?

If this is the face i have to show as God's child

Thank God for this.
~*^_^*~

I Need You!!

2011-01-20T09:24:00.000-08:00

Why must i realize that thr's nothing that I want besides You after beating around the bushes for days all the time:( ...

Yes, i will take anything that you are going to give so long i have already tried my best :)...

However thr's still a big wish of mine which You might see it as a small one that i would like to be realized !

Really wish for that...

I need Your strength ...

and

I Love You !

and perhaps ...

you somedays

~*^_^*~

Cheer up~

2011-01-15T10:38:00.001-08:00

:( ... in pain when ur in pain :(!

Dont be sad !

I always want to care for you but sometimes i cant when you dont allow T.T! (should be all the time)

I never dare to ask even though i wanna know because i dont wanna stress you even more...

Sigh

Not knowing wad else i can do to this ...

Being silent is always the best way for both after knowing us for this period of time

There is no longer a need for you to understand anything from me nor do i needa confess anything more to you when everything seems to be so obvious as time passes

I do and i hope i will always and really do !

~*^_^*~

Sometimes ^^

2011-01-08T15:52:00.000-08:00

Hmm sometimes when we read a very simple sms from someone...

We might just read through without the feeling of appreciating it !

Since now im experiencing it...

So gonna advise...

Sometimes a very simple sms sent to you might seem nothing as it can be just a sentence to encourage you on ur work or probably ur exams...

But we will never know whether the person has used up almost all of his or her energy to make you feel better by sending you that seems-nothing-sms!

He or she might just want you to have everything going smoothly today even though it's very tiring or difficult for him or her to tap an alphabet on either the keypad or the keyboard!

All we can do is appreciate it as part of your day!

~*^_^*~

One Kinda Feeling for Tonight

2011-01-06T07:49:00.001-08:00

i have this very very very weird and small feeling off a sudden which i really wanna tell here...:)

you know that you wont be here ... so you sent some angels to me :)!!!

~*^_^*~

Inspired to Clear Webs :)

2010-12-30T05:33:00.001-08:00

2010 is ending REAL soon

Time passes fast as we grow older haha!

Posting because of a fren who had worked so hard to achieve something which might seem to be easy to some of us but im touched to read his words.

Followed by the feeling of touch, i can see the guilt inside me ...

Should have worked hard when you have that ability to do so ...

Others who do not seem to have it are willing to double their efforts but me ...

Sigh ...

Its is too late for the past but thrs still a possibility for the coming challenge ...

I do not want to regret for the second time as God has already dragged me out of the dark once few months ago and gave me His grace at the same time *Loves*

I have a lot of dunno-what-to-do s in the brand new year.

The most difficult decision to make for this past 18 years is running slowly in my mind since ytd ...

---Collecting data~Analysing data~Processing data~Conclusion will be made without experimenting T.T!!!

I need God's lead for everything ... this is the strongest feeling that i've ever had for Him since the day i met Him.

I hope what i wish for now may come true but it all depends on what You've chosen because You always give the best of all!

I needa be good for all the time.

I can never make it on my own, so all i need is the strength from You!

I really want to give myself a try ...

I will try to do my best ...

I see his effort ...

Thus i believe with You in me and my effort, i must realize it!

I wish that this can last until the day i achieve it!

~*^_^*~

What to do...

2010-10-21T09:34:00.001-07:00

Hmm sometimes i dont know whether it is the right way of treating you...
I am depressed whenever there is nothing that i can do seeing you suffering from all the work and people that you need to face
I know that only God can heal you but it makes me worse when i know that you're experiencing the miserable life of urs becoz u do not know who is He T.T...

Soooooo do-not-know-wad-to-do......
I have not done everything that i can for you...
I dont know how and i will have to pray really hard for u

You must know Him one day

~*T_T*~

Hello , Dusty hehe!

2010-10-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

Im back coz someone is back too !! (Ignore this coz u wont understand) HEHE!

AH !!!

All thanks to my Great Father in the Heaven that im
Still alive
Still able to cope with studies
Still able to live happily in this world but actually Joy from Jesus is all i need ( from Pastor Jaeson )
Still able to love my parents + family + friends + music (Queendom)

Regarding Queendom
our debut :D!!!
HEH i did quite well compared to my first service as a pianist at church~~~
I played all the patterns that i wanted to ... the only thing was that i played with a pair of frozen hands HAHA!!!

Anyway im satisfied since this is our very first performance!
Glory to our God!
Jia you to all my beloved band members and may God bless Queendom's future ^.^

*loves with all my heart*

~*^_^*~

I am happy =D! however some words just irritate me !!!

2010-07-21T01:31:00.000-07:00

How should i start off with this post hmmm
All i want to express is that i was surprised and happy =p!
God makes miracles =p!!!
It's not considered a miracle i guess but i want to treat it as one lol sorry if im confusing you guys LOL!!

However, i wish for it but i know i can't ...
Nevermind LA!!
I believe that the best one is already being prepared
All i need to do is endure and control and stay out of this
I must not break my promise
All the best to this 'model' and we will be able to continue if that is our destiny (this sentence is confusing too i think =p

Ignore this part because i dont know how to express the complicated feelings and i should not!!!!

Something which made us emo happened again.
SIEN~
Do not drag someone else into your own miserable world
We never deserve this
Whatever it is
I have no time to think of it
And I wont

Oh no going to be VERY VERY busy after tonight's dinner!!!
I need strength and support from God
I have faith in You
Thanks for what You have given to me while i was struggling with my C.Maths ytd LOL!!!
I din manage to finish but at least i did something and i got a new gift from You teeheehee
*Loves*
No one and nothing is going to replace You

~*^_^*~

I LOVE YOU!!!

2010-07-11T03:01:00.000-07:00

You've given me a lot of things within these 2 days!
I realized your purpose of sending me here.

*Deeply touched by You*

Thank you for everything

This 'everything' can never be told through words.

I feel it and I love it

I promise to grab hold of any chances to learn

You know the best way to tell and show how much You love me

And it is through the same way that u r telling me the words that You want to

Please enlighten me to the max of what i am seeing now as what you would like me to do

Remind me of it for every second

I live for You.

God I Love You

~*^_^*~

GOGO Germans Hearts

2010-07-03T11:04:00.001-07:00

ALL THE BEST !!!!! My favorite football team!!!!!
Love ya all!!!

~*^_^*~

Joy ^_^

2010-07-01T16:33:00.000-07:00

Gone to an anti-drug event at our church last nite!!!
I got to know how is it like to be a drug-addict as well as realizing the Power of our Great Lord!!

Finally, i get to know what is my purpose of studying hard =)
Thank You for everything that You have done to me

It is because of You that i am able to decide what is not being decided previously!!

*Love* Forever

~*^_^*~

Thanks

2010-06-29T09:28:00.001-07:00

Hands were shaking minutes ago
After the pray, He heard me and so that i was able to listen to his music
Very impressed ~
*Peaceful*

Amen

P/S : ask me and i will answer you personally if you don't get what i mean

~*^_^*~

Finally!!! =)

2010-06-25T03:14:00.000-07:00

Finally i went out with my Dong Dong Family Members , Thungie and Chun Yian!!!!

We planned to meet at 11am but everyone ended up late!!!

We had our lunch at 9-2-5!!! =D

We had too much to talk to each other!!

We then changed our chit-chatting venue to Boulevard's food court LOOOOLL~~~~ but Thungie did not join us since she had something else to do!

We talked like 3 hours for non stop can you imagine? XD

After that we went to the beach!!!!!! *favorite*

Chun Yian and Khee went home because they had to be the drivers =D

The remaining 5 of us cam-whored happily...

I did not do that much tho...

The wind was crazily blowing, that's why haha =D!

At JAMILAH for ABC!!! =D not that nice but we enjoyed our "topics" =p!

ME =p!

Bing

Lorna

Jong

Khee

Liny

Ing

DONG DONG FOREVER =)

P/S: this is lorna's hardwork =p!

The wind blew strongly but we managed to take this photo!!!!

For more photos please visit my facebook =D!

I AM VERY HAPPY TO HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS!!!

Let's gather again in September since Chun Yian is still here!!! =)

*Have to study hard from now on*

I have wasted my past 6 months T_T

Going back to KL on this coming Sunday...

Going to trim my hair...

*so sick of it*

Going to miss everyone and everything here especially my own family members, Dong Dong and of course chun and thung!!!!

*MISS YA ALL*

You guys have to study hard too!!! good luck to thungie, lorna who are going to AIMST and bing, ing who are joining MAKTAB!!!

~*^_^*~

Happy Father's Day =)

2010-06-23T17:35:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday and a Happy Father's Day to my beloved dad ^^!!!

It was just a simple celebration (on the past Sunday) !

I bought the cake and my mum paid for it XD!

i was not here during his birthday that's why it was a belated celebration! =)

Yam-cake ( smashed yam in between the layers of cake )

~*^_^*~

Gone Out ~

2010-06-16T21:42:00.000-07:00

OH finally i stepped outta my house this morning =D!

I guess im getting OLD ...

It's so tiring even though i was slacking at leafy's house for the whole day after i made a new IC!

She made me delicious grilled fish =D

I din take a photo of it though...

Urgh~~~

Miss my dong dong so much!!!

Hope to see you guys soon!!!

At home for days!!!! =(

Went out today!

~*^_^*~

I am HOME =)

2010-06-15T14:37:00.000-07:00

I'm home!

Lazy to update this

All i do is TV-watching for the whole day

Happy to have hols in June =D

So sorry to all those having midterms =p!

You guys enjoyed while we were having our exams

SO,

we deserved to enjoy the World Cup =p!!

Gonna update after my Dong Dong's outing !!

Take care!!!

Oh yea i went to church on the past Sunday

Glad to see a lot of my friends there!

God bless!

~*^_^*~

GOING HOMEEEEEEE =D!!!

2010-06-08T17:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah first semester is going to end right after my Statistics 2!!
God please bless my S2 paper and my journey back to Miri =p!

I want to have LOADS of fun there!!!
Plenty of work to be done!!!!!

I thank You for everything that you have done for me!!!

Going to miss the days in KL
But i miss my family MORE!!! =D

*Fly Fly Fly*

Good luck to the A level senior batches for their upcoming papers!!
GOD BLESS!!!!

Ohhhhhhhhh...LOOKING FORWARD TO JULY!!!!!!!
BUSY BUSY BUSY !!!

SONGS RECOMMENDING SESSION : C.N BLUE (ALL SONGS)

~~*^_^*~

NERVOUS AGAIN

2010-06-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

I am nervousssssss T_T
What if i fail to duet nicely...
It's not even a duet ...

Gosh~
T_T

I need this strength from You so that i can sing well

The most important thing is that i have to wake up on time tomorrow!! XD

~*^_^*~

Happy Outing ( Best PASAR MALAM Trip EVER!!!! ) Winks

2010-06-02T22:00:00.000-07:00

Actually I should be sad since God has given us this 'opportunity' to stay apart for a few weeks =p!

BUT!!!!!

Xiao Hong Stella and I went out together for GYM and PASAR MALAM

GYM :

Funny conversations which I cannot post it up here keke!!
Anyway I should go there more often before 5 pm .. happy to exercise!! =)

PASAR MALAM : (Best part for today SO SO SO SO SO SO FUNNY)

First :

~ Met Pei Xin ~

Pei Xin : XIAO HONG!!!! (SO LOUDLY THAT EVERYONE STARES AT HER INCLUDING HER FRIENDS WHO TELL HER TO LOWER DOWN HER VOLUME)

Stella and I : ~!@#$% (whispering) who the heck is this girl wad's wrong with her? (because we did not see her face)

Pei Xin : (Turns back) SAULIN!!!!! (AGAIN SO LOUDLY THAT EVERYONE STARTS TO STARE AT ME)

I grabbed her hand and begged her to lower down her volume LOL
I was really happy and surprised to see her

Pei Xin : Stella! (Better lowered volume)

We wanted to talk to each other more but her friends were waiting that was why we decided to 'let go' of her =D

Second :

~ Met Keith ~

Keith : (Waves his hand towards us)
Me : HELLO!!!!! (Excited)

Then we walk passed him

Suddenly...

Keith's Friend : HEY wads wrong with you?!
Stella and I : *walk passed already but we're still able to listen to them* *thinking : huh? why did he speak to Keith in such a way that ......*
Keith : Huh?
Keith's Friend : Why didn't you introduce them?

Stella and I : Pooooooohhhhhhhh~~~(Burst into laughters, xiao hong is still blur since she did not hear it =p)

Third :

~ DVD stall ~

DVD Guy : What are you guys searching for? I can help you!
Stella : Ask him for SAW ...
I : *still wandering then...* Oh yes ! Ok I'll ask!
I : SAW please?
DVD Guy : OHHHHH HERE!!! SEE I TOLD YOU THAT I CAN HELP YOU =)!!!!
Stella Xiao Hong and I : =.=||| *what the*
Stella and I : We want SAW 1 to 5 , not this (SAW 6).
DVD Guy : Oh then you have to find it there (pointing to another end of the stall)

DVD Guy watched us searching and introduced us Descent 2 since we could not find SAW

DVD Guy : Have you ever watched this before? (referring to Descent 2 and asked to both Stella and I)
Stella and I : No.
DVD Guy : Buy this! This is good! Interesting! Scary!
Another Uncle (Customer) : Yes! This is nice! I was so excited while watching this!
Stella and I : *doubting* What if it is not nice?
Stella : We come back to you next week then return it?
DVD Guy : SURE!!! You can call me if it is not nice! (meaning to call to his handphone)
Stella : Is it clear with High Definition?
DVD Guy : Once the DVD is played and it sees the three of you (referring to Stella Xiao Hong and I), it will automatically be!
Stella Xiao Hong and I : LOOOLLL!!!! (laughing and =.=|||)
DVD Guy : Hey, if it is not nice you can come to me, then we go 'yum cha'! =)
Stella Xiao Hong Me : *speechless* (laughing)
Me : *runs and starts swearing* LOOOL!!!

DVD Guy at pasar malam can even flirt!!! LOOOL
In the end, we bought Descent 1 and 2 =)!! (Going to watch it later or ... depends)

Finally :

~ Met a Handsome Guy ~

I could not remember our conversation
It was about the church or something which he was recommending us to join
Not sure about this yet
But he is really cute
Height problem that he cannot be my type LOL ~~~

He asked for our handphone numbers
Stella gave since i said i wont be here on 17th June which the event will be held on

Me : Xiao Hong, this guy is really handsome
Xiao Hong : Yes yes yes (but i did not hear her because i was too excited)
Me : Even if we cannot go or do not want to go, we can still sms him XD!!!
Xiao Hong : =.=|||

After the conversation between Stella and him we went back

Stella : That guy is handsome right?
Me : OH NO !!! We are really having the same personalities and thoughts! I thought that way as well!!!
Xiao Hong : Yes yes !! Just now when Saulin asked me i nodded my head!!
Me : REALLY????!!!! How come I had never seen you doing that just now?
Xiao Hong : Don't know haha!!
Me : Hey , shall we sms him?
Stella : I dont have his number!!!
Me : Oh ya forgotten that he was the one asking for your number, but once he calls you then let me know!!!
Stella : Ok ok... XD!
Stella Xiao Hong and I : hahahahahhaha!!!

~ EnD ~

God will never want to see me being upset!
Thank you!

~*^_^*~

It Is So Direct Into My Soul =(!!!

2010-05-29T14:00:00.000-07:00

Argh !
Wad can I do so that my parents can live a life for God ?

Im going to start off with my Holy Bible from tomorrow and onwards since I have one week more before Statistics 2!

I hope I can bring them to the worship when i m back to Miri!

That feeling which I had at the age of 5 had come back ...
It's even worse for now T_T

I must not see my beloved ones standing on the opposite side of me by the day we leave this world

I have faith in You and in doing this!

~*^_^*~

What Is This Weird .... ~_~

2010-05-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

It did not tear my heart into pieces
The problem is why am i still this caring?
It has nothing to do with me since i did not feel anything by the time it happened

OH nooooooooo
tell me what am i doing
*nonsense*
im trying to express my complicated feelings
Haaa

It was quite an unlucky day for me and Stella today
The cabs were gone off a sudden
The cakes were 'expired'
T_T
CABS and CAKES =D!

Anyway, we thank God for leading us a safe journey back to our rooms =D!

I believe that tomorrow is going to be a lucky and fun day!

Looking forward forward forward ...
I guess I need this particular partner (whom everyone needs) badly!!!!
Have faith in Him
I will have mine somedays!!!

~*^_^*~

Thanks For Leading...

2010-05-16T01:27:00.000-07:00

I had my first pianist service at church this morning
It was quite bad i can say since i had chords being played wrongly
As well as the rhythm problem T_T

Anyway, Im still thankful that i was able to finish all the songs, this is really more than enough!

I realized Your purpose on letting me to face this difficulty to overcome the nervousness
I am quite relieved since ... =p some of you might know XD!!!
I thank You a lot !!!

I know that I can be better in the future =) thanks!!!

Special thanks to those who appreciated my playing
Thanks for encouraging me!!

~*^_^*~

My First Service On Sunday Worship =X!!

2010-05-14T18:57:00.000-07:00

soooooo nervoouuuuusssss
*practising hard*
I hope I can do well with Jocelyn since this might be her last service in KL!

Pianist + Vocal ^^

Thanks to Xiao Hong for being my companion for this whole night!!!

I love the V7 cord sooooo muchhhh thanks Jocelyn =D!!!!
See you tomorrow we have to make this really perfect on Sunday!

Love You and ya all !!! =)

Pray hard for this coming Sunday!!!

Evelyn, thanks to you so that im able to do this with Jocelyn.
You're so right that we must use anything that is given by Him wisely! =)

GOD BLESS US ALL!!!

~*^_^*~

Second Semester! =x

2010-05-12T01:56:00.001-07:00

Oh nooooo going to be reallllyyyyyy bussyyyyyyy from July and onwards!!!!!

Studies ZZZ
Piano lesson ♥♥♥
Drum lesson ♥♥♥
Hangulma lesson ♥♥♥

Please pray for me i need a lot of time to manage all these!!!!!

God will lead i know =D!!!

~*^_^*~

It's A Gift But We Can't "Afford" It

2010-05-10T07:13:00.000-07:00

Soooooo shocked to know that mum is pregnant !
I really want to have this sibling but considering the risk that mum is going to have as well as the financial problem... what if the child is born to have mutated chromosomes... wad if...

Sigh God please protect my mum since she has decided to abort the embryo ( not sure whether it's already an embryo )

I feel glad that You have sent such a gift to me and my parents but ...
It all depends on You ...
Lead us ...

~*^_^*~

Sinner...

2010-05-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

I realized that i had done a lot of mistakes once i had gone to Him.
Differences between His children and those who're not should be manifested.
How come I was the same as those for the past few days?

At least I have learned something tonite...
Thanks God =)

I should always remember Your Commands!

This is really a meaningful night to me!

~*^_^*~

Happy Birthday In Advance to Ashley dear =)!

2010-05-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

We planned to surprise Ashley as her birthday is coming soon !
We never choose to celebrate on the actual date coz we're having our exams really soon!
Anyway we're quite successful in doing it! =D
Credits to : Liny Stella and Jessi XD!!

Hope she can enjoy her 18th with the lead of God!!

Sooooo surprised huh dear =D!!

Aww so sweet =D!

Another =D!

PIGGIES XD!!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

~*^_^*~

Life is ....

2010-05-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

Feels good to talk to yun hui with terrence as our companion =D

When shi en came to us,
It made me feel like our life is really short and unpredictable!
We can never know whether we will be able to see the sun shines tomorrow...

I hope God can lead those who're suffering from the diseases and those who're facing some kind of problems...
Please get well soon !!!

By considering the period of life that I am able to enjoy,
I must do and work out the best everyday!
I will take care of those whom i love and study really hard in case i will not be able to see the sun shines tomorrow morning!!
I will make my life meaningful until the day it ends!

~*^_^*~

Stress!

2010-05-04T09:06:00.001-07:00

Hey first semester is ending which also indicates the coming of the final exam!
I really need to score as good as possible in order to secure my A*!!!
Urgh!!!

So, should i go for the job tomorrow?
The offer is attractive =)
Anyway, to study is always the one which i concern for the most!

Lead me and guide me, i think You will want me to stay to study?
Hmm, nvm we shall see tomorrow!

*Tired*
*Going off to bed*

Thanks God that i am able to control myself quite well recently!
...is still the one whom i really wanna like and take care of!
~*^_^*~

Am i SIGNIFICANT ? at least i am to Him!!

2010-05-02T23:08:00.000-07:00

It doesnt matter whether i will receive the meessages that im desperate for...
All i want to do is to contribute something that is needed badly by this person at the moment

----> *~*Love and Care*~*

Anyway as a human being i have this kind of sad emotion which is really common among us!
I am always feeling better whenever i think of Him who loves me more than anything in this world!
By considering this, i shall never get too sad over my own so called miserable problem!

~*^_^*

Born and Faith

2010-05-02T05:25:00.000-07:00

It has been 2 months since i was born and get to know Him. Today, i witnessed the process of how a new life is given together with Doctor Evelyn , Doctor Cyghnet and Doctor Hui Jiun. =) I believe that this new born daughter of His (Stella) experiences what i am experiencing now =)!

I am still wishing for the heart stabilization of mine from Him. I really want to give anything that I can to the only person whom i have to love. I will rely fully on You until the day i meet this Mr.Right =D!!

The LOVE Agreement ^^

My Signature =)

~*^_^*~

Happy Days!

2010-05-02T00:31:00.000-07:00

PIG =X xiao hong can only smile =D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! ~~~

Glad to be with xiao hong and stella these days!
Seriously have never experienced any of the days which are as satisfying as these!

I feel happy to have realized the presence of Him.
Together, the three of us had experienced the worst part of our life so far for the past two days.
It is Him who has healed the broken hearts of us today!
Actually my problem is a lot more better than stella's and hong's =X!!

Thanks to xiao hong who made me feel like blogging again =)
Wish that both xiao hong and stella can get used to this new environment as soon as possible and enjoy their Uni life!

We're always blessed!

~*^_^*~

Liny 오소영

Aye

I Need You!!

Cheer up~

Sometimes ^^

One Kinda Feeling for Tonight

Inspired to Clear Webs :)

What to do...

Hello , Dusty hehe!

I am happy =D! however some words just irritate me !!!

I LOVE YOU!!!

GOGO Germans *Hearts*

*Joy* ^_^

Thanks

Finally!!! =)

Happy Father's Day =)

Gone Out ~

I am HOME =)

GOING HOMEEEEEEE =D!!!

*NERVOUS* AGAIN

Happy Outing ( Best PASAR MALAM Trip EVER!!!! ) *Winks*

It Is So Direct Into My Soul =(!!!

What Is This Weird .... ~_~

Thanks For Leading...

My First Service On Sunday Worship =X!!

Second Semester! =x

It's A Gift But We Can't "Afford" It

Sinner...

Happy Birthday In Advance to Ashley dear =)!

Life is ....

Stress!

Am i SIGNIFICANT ? at least i am to Him!!

Born and Faith

Happy Days!

GOGO Germans Hearts

Joy ^_^

NERVOUS AGAIN

Happy Outing ( Best PASAR MALAM Trip EVER!!!! ) Winks